Does your heart receive these words in mind
When you close your eyes
Do you see me and these dreams I hide ?
If I could steal one thing
I would grab your heart and make it mine...Ü
Life moves on.. and so do I…
April 18, 2007It feels weird that everytime I close my eyes, I'm crying. This isn't an exaggeration. The super hyper Diane isn't the one you'll see. I still smile, but not as often as I used to. The problems just kept piling up until it came to a point that the heaviest was on top, I can't or don't know how to recover or stand up and bring the smile.
As my mom states it, I've been used to getting all I want in an instant. It's apt time for me to give it to other people. Probably it's true. But still, it's hard to accept. Especially that I prepared for it. Hmm but not the same way as Dy prepared for it.
Anyway, I still feel happy. I'm thankful that I have my bestfriend to confide with me. And Med who was always checking me out if I was okay. I really appreciate that. There are these people who aren't there when bad times come along but there were very few who were still there to support me. Thank you. You guys know who you are. I won't name you all.
Anyway enough for that. I'm still on the coping stage, cannot talk about it that much yet. But hey, I'll move on. Ako pa.
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